I don't even know what to say. I can just tell you how I feel. I feel pain, anguish, tightness of the chest, labored breathing, I'm a fucking mess, I guess I should be thankful that at least its not my allergies. But I'm not, I feel like shit, I feel like I'm going through a break-up and this is not good, because you don't ever give up on your team. I can't just stop calling them, block thier emails and hope they get the hint. I can't write a "dear jane" letter, this is bullshit, this is the most frustrating aspect of being a fan, the helplessnes of it all.

So I didn't win a chance for a post-season ticket oppurtunity, the irony isn't lost on me that the Mets are on thier way to doing the exact same thing.

I just want my fucking t-shirt!

Three games left, may the best team win!

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